Thursday, June 10, 2010

wrong again!

So this month i'm ovulating on the wrong side again. I really don't know how much longer i can keep up a positive attitude. I know we are moving forward because we get to know each month if we even have a chance. But i feel like nothing ever happens right for us. I'm sick of it!

1 more month of trying to even do an IUI then its on to IVF

ugh i hate my life

Man i love these lyrics that i heard on Glee as they explain how i'm feeling

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high
And life worth living
I dreamed that God would be forgiving
Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
And they turn your dream to shame

But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.